its not that you're always at fault.
but its just that i always expect more from you.
much much more than how other girls treat me.
its not that i don't love or care about you anymore.
i really don't want myself to be at the loosing end.
and always end up being frustrated and hurt.
i'm complicated but i wish you could treat me well.
i don't think we would ever make it someday.
you know that me and you are two different people.
i really don't know how to make things right.
Here how it went for me today.
as normal.3rd day for school and its sooo damn boring.
never ending speech about school and our future from all teachers.
getting real tired of it i swear.
anyway.i was queuing up for food just now when i thought i saw isfarah.
WTF!
haha and it seemed soo weird walking with her around in school cuz she was pretty just now with home clothes.and cam malu and taknak orang thing otherwise about me which happened.
she was there to support her bf rapp.haha
then annisah messaged! cause she saw me with is.
jealous eh?! hahaha..
semalam orang message tak tau reply.nampak orang ngan pompan lain tau lak die nak message.
haha.main-main jek.
soo anyway went to smoke with her awhile.:D
and i've made new friends with this classmate of mine.
*in any case that you're reading my blog.dont get me wrong.
soo her name is Umairah and she's damn loud.
haha.
but she's okay and friendly and suprisingly different?
die baek ke stepp baek tak tau lah tapi die baek giler tadi.
dah lah kasi rokok.kasi main pool.kasi air.kasi pinjam hp.
awww..haha
went to smoke then played pool with her and with her friend.
ohh shitt.i forget his name.
then balik rumah.
haha.she called me i think something candy.
i noe.tak perlu bilang.haha
tapi orang pey suke uh:)
so that was the end of my day.
nytz people!
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